mhtucker: (lets talk business)
Time to talk business.

If you aren't aware, and most people aren't, Macmillan is blocking local libraries from purchasing the necessary numbers of new books to satisfy demand. Why? They're basically greedy fuckers.

Here's the deal.

New books get published and those first few weeks are the ones where business is booming. Everyone makes the most money off of those sales, then it dwindles as everyone moves on.

Kah-ching!

Libraries purchase multiple copies of these books for patrons. Yes, the patrons read for free, but the cost to the library is sometimes four or five times the amount that you'd pay as a regular consumer.

My own local library purchases each Macmillan ebook at just under four times the cost of the general public. This means that they are basically paying for four people to read a single book. Now we don't have a huge facility like they would in New York city, but our city's library serves 59,862 citizens. On top of this, I have access to the county's library system, which serves... a number that I'm not counting up right now.

The point is that my library alone is being allowed one copy of a title of a book on high demand.

Can you imagine the waitlist for a bestselling author in a town of nearly 60,000 inhabitants?

No, not everyone uses the library, but in my hometown, the library is actually a central part of the lives of most people. It has a huge community presence for a small town. How do I know this? I go there. I participate in events and meetings there. I see the place packed to the brim with patrons. And I am frequently number ten or more on the waitlist for an ebook or audio book that we have 3 or more copies of and is ten or more years old.

Yeah. We read here.

A lot.

So let's put this embargo into perspective by looking at a book that I recently read and enjoyed:

Call Me By Your Name by André Aciman is a romance story about a boy who falls in love with a guest who is staying in his his parents' mansion on the Italian Riviera. It was published in 2007. That's twelve years ago. Twelve.

It was made into a movie.

It is also a gay romance, something that not everyone is willing to dive into.

The only version of it currently available at our library is the DVD.

The eAudiobook has three holds on two copies.

The eBook has one hold on seven copies.

The single print copy is checked out as well.

This means that now, right fucking now, there are currently ten people reading the book and four who are waiting to read it.

And it's twelve years old. Twelve.

Imagine if it were an eagerly awaited new release.

Aciman is one of their top selling authors. The waitlist would be insane if we had just one copy of the new release. People would be number thirty seven on the list and waiting for months, not weeks, to get their hands on a copy!

Right now, the kindle version is selling for $9.99, so let's round that up to $10 just for the sake of being able to conveniently say that my library would have paid $40 for a single copy.

We have seven copies. In a theoretical scenario of this purchase happening right now, the cost to the library would be $280.

That's twenty bucks shy of $300 spent for copies of ebooks that would never have been paid for anyway.

Why?

People who use libraries are doing that because it is free to them. For whatever their personal reason, they are making the choice not to purchase a book. So instead of the publisher making $280 that it wouldn't have made off of these readers anyway, they make $40.

Sure, I can see the dent that libraries put in the cash flow to publishers and authors. I write. Of course I want people to buy my stuff. That's my paycheck. But I also want people who don't purchase something I've written to have the opportunity to read it.

Reading is fundamental.

I know we've all heard that before.

Reading is a huge part of our lives and a necessary and welcome escape that every human being with a written language should have a right to experience.

You know what else? People who read TALK about what they read.

Don't tell me you have never heard any of the following sentences in your lifetime:

"This book is amazing!"

"What are you reading? Is it good?"

"I absolutely love this book."

"Can anyone recommend a book to me that..."

And don't you dare tell me that you haven't heard of book clubs either.

Because I will ban you from my writing forever for that ignorance.

Maybe.

The point is, people who talk about a book share it with others in such a way that occasionally makes them want to read it. And you might be surprised to hear this, but people who want to read a book sometimes purchase them so that they can enjoy them!

What a concept, right?

So yes, I want that paycheck, but if you tell me that my books aren't getting to the library, I think I'll go Begbie on you.

There's a petition here that readers can sign to tell Macmillan that you aren't having any of their shit.

I'm keeping a close eye on it since this whole thing got started.

They're up to 211,308 signatures.

Throw your name on there.

If you don't, we can't be friends.

And if you don't believe that the issue is a thing, maybe you'll believe NPR.

A three minute listen.

mhtucker: (fireside chat)
Be prepared for my opinion.

There is no way to prove that these words are true.

Remember, this is all emotion, though the facts about my situation are true.

You have been warned.

I am currently enrolled in a college-level English course which is a requirement for my continuing education on my actual job. English was my best subject at school. I enjoyed it. I loved it.

Well, this one has been a real blow.

The professor seems to be in a constant battle with me because HE is a published author of a few minor things and I am ALSO published, though I have many more titles under by belt. His power struggle is costing me my sanity and my grade. He refuses to get HIS work done on time, so keeps pushing our deadlines back so that our papers are due on top of each other.

What. The. Fuck. Man.

There has never been a time when I have so actively fought for the end of someone's career.

Until today.

Here's a tip for anyone reading.

If your ego is too big to allow you to live a normal life where you treat other human beings as if they were honest folks, then you don't belong in the education profession. Your fuckery doesn't belong in the lives of others, nor does your history. You teach. You grade. You go home. You DON'T beat a student down because you think they are competition.

The. Fucking. End.

mhtucker: (Default)
All right.

Here I am making my fifteenth big return!

No, I am not participating in NaNoWriMo this year. I did camp in the summer and that worked well until I had actual work that had to be submitted by a deadline. Not making that mistake again.

Maybe over the summer I will get going on it. Maybe not.

As always, time will tell.

I have submitted a few things for publishing, but none of them were accepted. This isn't what kept me away from the internet.

Here comes your PSA.

Life with someone who has mental illness isn't easy. It is draining emotionally, physically, and mentally. There are days that you drag yourself out of bed only because you know that if you don't get up the entire household is going to fall down around your shoulders and then you'll be fucked. There aren't many resources for "caregivers" out there and what little exists hasn't been a big help to me. I am exhausted.

Yet, I am still writing.

My secret fanfiction page is stronger than ever, which boosts me up for continued work on my handful of novels and other submissions that are aimed for publication. The novels are all coming along well. I wouldn't say any of them were in a state near to seeking publication, but there are a few that aren't more than a stone's throw off.

Writing when you feel lonely, depressed, and unloved is very, very hard.

I'm pushing through.

I'm trying to press on.

But I'm also trying to take care of myself.
mhtucker: (stop)
I had a writing project due a few weeks ago and have just had it returned by someone who couldn't be bothered to edit past the first page.

I've had some shit editors in the past, but this one takes the cake.

The schmuck even fucking questioned my authority on the subject in question, claiming my stated knowledge was a "bit of an overstatement" though they swore up and down that they wren't putting my credentials under the microscope.

You've got yours coming, cunt.

Since YOU are the one who couldn't keep the deadline YOU put in place yourself, I've got your number.

I also have the email address that shoots complaints straight to your superiors.

mhtucker: (fireside chat)
Going to do a little public rant today, so sorry in advance.

No. Actually, I'm not sorry.

Live with it stuck up readers.

And to the ones who aren't stuck up, thanks for letting me vent.

I have realized that my age has now come to the point where I am the person my grandparents were. This shouldn't really be a surprise since I'm old enough to be a grandparent in some circles, but that's not the point.

The point is this...

When did it become totally acceptable for an entire generation believe that they have the right to walk up to you, throw a temper tantrum and get what they want?

No milk on the shelf? Find a manager and demand it, even when they tell you the store is about to close and they did actually sell out for the day.

Want a different schedule at work? Walk up to the boss and insist that EVERYONE on the payroll rearrange their lives because you and you alone are sick and tired of the hours you work.

People complaining that you have single handedly changed the hours at work? Get in their face and tell them to "go find a job where you can have the hours you want."

Someone made a complaint about your inability to meet a deadline? Make a deadline for THEM and keep pushing it back.

And while you're at all of this, make sure you've got a gang of 20-somethings behind you to back you up because nothing says strength like numbers.

What the hell happened to respecting your elders?

Clearly I grew up in the stone age, but when I was young I NEVER would have imagined that I could just march into a room, make unreasonable and unnecessary demands and KNOW that they would be met.

Listen up, people. If you don't like the hours you work at your job, YOU fucking go find one with the hours you want.

May fate save us all from what the world will become.



A New Do

Sep. 27th, 2019 01:07 pm
mhtucker: (lets talk business)
Yep, it's me again, coming around to say that I've been gone and haven't kept up with this site or my twitter.

I'm a bad person.

Or at least bad when it comes to scheduling.

I work multiple jobs to make ends meet and having that responsibility on my shoulders is never bad, tough it can be stressful.

So stuff it.

After months of shuffling things around to try and find the right times to do things, I believe I have a balance.

The main point there is BELIEVE.

It has to be tested.

So hang in there with me as I stumble around a new schedule that balances my personal life with the lives I have for everyone else in the world.

Like most celebrities I pop in and out of the public eye.

Unlike most, I don't just show up when I have work that I want you to see.

I AM still writing on several projects.

More on that later.

mhtucker: (fireside chat)
Yes, I've been gone a long time.

Yes, it took sports to bring me back here.

Let's get to that first.

Warning! There will be language.

Take it or get out.

You've been told.

Onward.

...

(Let's start with YFC, as written in the post's title. Translated: You Fucking Cunts.)

Where the fuck to people get off telling the US women's football team that they needed to go easy on their opponents, celebrate their victories less, and basically be ASHAMED of doing well?

Shame on you idiots who don't know a damned thing about this game and yet point fingers that shoot out your superior attitudes like some kind of sparkly firecracker as if you run the damned sport.

Guess what? Those women work their asses off on that field.

Yes, I said WORK.

That's what this is. Sure, it's for our entertainment, but isn't singing? Isn't acting? Isn't fucking WRITING? We sit back and enjoy the fruits of someone else's labor. And that's fine.

So yeah, those women deserve the chance to celebrate their victories. And you know what? Maybe I missed something when I watched the match, but I never once saw a US player go up to one from the other team and rub their noses in it. They celebrated with each other, they congratulated the other team on a good game... No one went up to the goalie and said "Ha. Got another one past you, didn't I?"

If I'm wrong, show me proof.

Was it a complete trampling? Of course it was. The US is a powerhouse team. Did they get to stand there and pick out their opponents? No. It's a random draw from pots. And here's a great video the explains it:



Now, let's move on to "every goal counts."

For people who need to learn more about the sport they are watching, here's a very quick rundown.

1) Group play is first, see above for how that goes about.
2) Group play DETERMINES who qualifies for the next stage AND which teams face each other.
3) Goal difference is first taken into account when setting up the next round. This is where you take the points scored against a team and divide that by points conceded, then multiply that by 100.
4) If there is a TIE when those calculations are completed, the NUMBER OF GOALS SCORED is what puts you above the other team.

So anyone who is saying the US should have gone easy on the other team is spewing shit out their backends. If the US had slacked their game, that's throwing their potential standing in the next round.

Let's take something else into consideration, shall we? I've done some research on championship games and it turns out that in the NCAA baseball championship, NOT ONE DAY PRIOR TO THIS GAME, Auburn got 13 runs against North Carolina in the FIRST FUCKING INNING.

Hear me now.

A team of college-aged MEN absolutely TROUNCED another team of college-aged MEN in HALF an inning. Where were all the people shouting that Auburn should have quit trying after a while? Slowed their roll? Thrown the rest of the inning for the sake of giving North Carolina a fair chance?

I haven't found any complaints. Tell me if you see one.

What were people actually saying? That they hoped North Carolina would be able to fight back.

FIGHT.

And you know why?

They're MEN.

Let's stop subjecting women to the idea that they have to "play nice" because they're women.

You know what else?

Pay them what they're fucking worth.

The US men didn't even QUALIFY for the World Cup on their last go and here you've got these extremely talented women absolutely nailing it on that field and they're not getting as much pay as the team that didn't qualify.

Yeah, we're back to that again. Because it happens everywhere, not just in sports. And it's damned time that changed.

They played hard. They WORKED hard. They deserve this.

So shut the fuck up about it.

You know what else? If you want to stop a team from beating you, you've got to STOP the team from beating you. It was a good game, Thailand played hard, but not hard enough. Sometimes you play a better team. Scotland lost to England too, which wasn't the result I wanted, but you don't see me pointing fingers at England and saying they're too happy about it. They were the better team.

Sometimes the best horse just wins.

The.

Fucking.

End.
mhtucker: (Q&A)
I'm going to go a week without using livejournal and see how that goes. I feel like the icons are getting old and need the trash. Don't have any outside opinions on that, though, so I'm hesitant to back away completely right now.

As far as my time away, someone in our household is suffering severe depression and having anxiety attacks along with it. This has caused them to treat me like shit, sending me into a downward spiral where all I want to do is go outside and scream at the sky, hoping all my pain and frustration gets launched into space, where it will collide with an asteroid and be blown to shit.

Don't think it's going to happen, but I can hope.

I'm trying to get myself back here and active, because I need activity in my life. I am not the kind of person who can tolerate sitting around and doing nothing. I'm a doer, a maker, I've got to be productive.

I'm working on it. Give me time.

And yes, admitting there are mental health issues in my family is "okay to say."

The question of the day is coming back!

What are the tools of the trade?

I think I've covered this before. I write with pencil on paper, on the computer using typewriter/bamboo keyboards, and in pen with my rocketbook notebooks.

I keep dictionaries and a thesaurus at hand, or use online resources to try and keep my words fresh and meaningful.

There is also an app I use that keeps track of all of my characters attributes in all of my worlds. That's handy.

It is also very important to have decent test readers.

Notice I said decent.

Sure you want some that will just read through and give you your opinion, but you also need some who are going to rip your work to shreds, really pull it apart and tell you they don't understand something or they think something should be changed. I have someone who edits for me and misses a lot of stuff, either out of kindness or just not doing the job I hoped they would do. They're reliable though and I can guarantee they will get the test read done right away. My best picker has ADHD and so isn't always on top of getting me their opinion back at a decent time, but when that opinion comes in, I know it's honest and is going to point out every possible flaw.

I need both. I have both. I'm lucky.

Whatever you write with and whoever you get to edit for you, just make sure it's what you need most. Don't use what other writers use just because they are using it. Use the tools that fit you like they're part of you.
mhtucker: (Default)



Yes, scum of the earth that I am, I have neglected this page for days.

Worst yet, I have done nothing else!

Actually, I needed the break. I need to be with my family and we need to be spending time together..

So on to the question of the day.

What would you say is your interesting writing quirk?

The fact that I have different keyboards for different moods, is probably the most interesting one. I have bamboo, typewriter, and then laptops and desktops with different keyboards also. Whatever my mood is, whatever I crave to type on, that is what I get the most work done in. If I'm wanting my bamboo, but only have one of the laptops, I write, but it's never the same. If I need my bamboo, I've got to use my bamboo and the words flow out like a waterfall.

It's magic.
mhtucker: (Q&A)



In The Shadows is now a completed work sitting in the hands of the publisher for acceptance or rejection.

It's a good thing because I'm exhausted. I know I've been saying that a lot over the last couple of weeks, but all these jobs I've got sticking to me are really pulling me down.

I find myself looking at vacation spots more and more.

What is your favourite underrated book/book not a lot of people know about??

I absolutely love Markcus Zusak. Everyone knows about the Book Thief and some know about The Messenger, but very few people pay attention to his other work. The man makes you think, makes you reflect, and takes you on a journey that you wouldn't have thought to go on otherwise. Did you know he wrote a 3 book series before the Book Thief? Did you know he has a new book out?

Probably not.

Everyone went on and on about the Book Thief, which was an amazing book and deserves to have been on the New York Times bestseller list for ten years in a row, but few people know about the other stuff. If you run into it, snatch it up, because whatever you read it'll be an interesting ride.
mhtucker: (fireside chat)



I am seriously considering dropping livejournal as one of my blogging locations, which would mean losing these extra icons that were gifted to me by a friend of a friend.

I'm on the fence about this.

I'd ask your opinion, but I'd only get one answer.

What I'm really here to do is talk about is the Big Library Read that just finished April 15th. Yeah, I was too busy to finish it with everyone else, but I read the book, which is the point.



Everyone says they are so stressed in their modern lives, but let me tell you something: you've got nothing on this family, who has to deal with the violence in Syria every day of their lives.

Written by child refugee Abu Bakr al Rabeeah with the help of his English teacher, Winnie Yeung, this is really a work of wonder. It's a fictional nonfiction of sorts, and by that I mean that the events were written as could best be remembered by the child and members of his family, then those memories were put into a story that went from beginning to end.

I don't care if the Big Read is over, pick up this book and drown in it.

The world will be a better place for our understanding of this family's struggles during the violence and after finding safety in Canada.

You thought struggle ended with evacuation? Think again.

Discussion Questions



1. In three words or less, what is this book about?
Violence, hope, family.

2. What surprised you about the descriptions of growing up in a warzone?
Honestly, I was surprised how easy it was to simply play video games. I don't mean that the kids' ability to ignore the violence surprised me, but that the actual physical act of playing video games was just what happened while everything went on around them.

3. Which any characters—other than Abu Bakr—did you relate to the most?
Probably the father, who is trying to provide for his family under these extreme situations. My live isn't nearly as extreme, but even as hard as I work, I am in constant frustration that I'm not going to be able to take care of my family the way I should.

4. What were some of the images from the book that stick in your mind?
The very first scene in the Mosque, with the glass shattering and prayers still going on. The devotion and the uncertainty of all of that... It really hit hard.

5. Were you frustrated by any of the decisions that the Abu Bakr’s immediate or extended family made?
While I understood the uncle's need to honor his mother's request not to leave for Canada, I just wanted to slap him upside the head for not going through with it like the rest of the family did.

6. As Abu Bakr and his family began to settle into their new life Canada they faced lots of challenges,
including many conflicting emotions. What parts of this journey were predictable or surprising to you?

I think that my experience with working with ESL students prepared me for just about all of what went on here, though I wasn't expecting such special attention set aside for Abu Bakr, taking the trauma and his religion into account by having a dog to calm him and place for his prayers.

7. It seems like many countries and communities are dealing with political controversy over welcoming
immigrants and refugees into their society. How has this book affected the way you view this issue?

My position on this hasn't changed. We are becoming a world society and the sooner we learn to live with that, the better.

8.What questions does this book raise about newcomers in a society? Do you think this book will change
your impression of the people in your own community?

The only question it raised was why the hell do the Canadians respect Abu Bakr's religion while Americans don't? Where I am currently living no school would reassure him that the food was halal or give him a prayer room. That's wrong, by the way. We need to allow for these things.

9. One of the main reasons this book was written was to build empathy. What parts of Abu Bakr’s
journey connects to a life story of your own?

I work with someone who came to this country through a visa lottery program. They haven't experienced violence or anything like that, but they still get people telling them to go back to their country. Their son especially, even though he was born here. Hatred of religious background or country of origin has got to stop.

10. While this is Bakr’s story, written from his point of view, it is authored by Winnie Yeung. What
responsibilities does Winnie have, as an author of creative non-fiction, to honor Bakr’s voice?

This is a task I wouldn't have been able to take on, let me tell you. The responsibility to be true to the characters of the family, to the events of each day, is so much more weight than I would be willing to take on. She also has to think and talk like her student on each page and honor those he loves with what she writes about him and his feelings for them. She really captured that, the feeling toward the family members.
mhtucker: (Q&A)



Sometimes I spend a whole day wondering what my purpose is. I go through the routines and when I finally get the chance to sit down I think to my self, "Why the hell did I do all that? What's the point?" I have yet to figure out why this mood comes on, but it just happens. I wouldn't say it was depression, but it certainly isn't overflowing joy either.

Probably just something that will go away once I get my work sent in to the editor.

If my test readers ever get back to me.

This weekend I'm at someone else's house again, so I hope to get a lot more work done. I seem to do my best work when I'm not at my own place. I'm not someone who believes in places having energy and all that stuff, but there is something to be said for a change of location. It resets the mind.

I probably won't have internet where I'm going, so if you don't see from me, that's why.

How do your books and fanfiction get published?

I had an agent for some of my books, for some, I simply submitted to the publisher or the company that was doing the editing or whoever it was that put out the call for work. Remember, I write not only novels, but short stories, so sometimes it's like publishing a web article rather than something in print.

Fanfiction is just thrown up anywhere. I have a few locations for it, though some are outdated and I have thought about consolidating everything into one place. Hasn't happened yet and I don't know if it will.
mhtucker: (Q&A)



The deadline is drawing near. I'm usually the person who has everything in a week ahead of time, but with this latest project I am far behind because I only found out about it at the end of a month.

Waiting kills me.

Not having something done in a timely way kills me.

Right now I feel like a cat.

Speaking of cats, here's a guy who loves cats. Get this happy tune stuck in your head, because it's stuck in mine and I'm happy to share.



On to the question of the day.

Can you share with us something about the book or fanfiction you are writing that isn’t in the blurb?

Let's forget about the various things off to the editors and talk about one of the books in the series I'm finishing up. The three main characters ended up being of three different backgrounds by necessity, but of three different sexual orientations by accident. One of them is straight, one bi, and one is gay, but none of them started out that way. It's funny how the evolution of the story brought about the evolution of those three characters. I needed diversity by necessity, because they are from three cultures, but I never imagined that I would end up with exactly this much diversity. People tell me it's groundbreaking or it's following the trend, but it's just what happened.

Fanfiction... That one's hard without giving it away because it's out there searchable. As soon as I say what I'm doing, you can just look for the most recent fics with that topic and assume I'm the one that wrote them. I don't write very good blurbs for fanfic. I'm going to have to get someone else on that, because I'm terrible at it. I have several series that I'm working on right now, but my Once Upon a Time stories are going to continue to bring Robin back into Regina's life.

There. That ought to give not too much away.
mhtucker: (Q&A)



I'd love to say that I have been away because I was hard at work getting things written, but I've been away to give my mind a little bit of a rest from the pressure of the impending date for this specific publication. Of all of my test readers, one completed the read and returned useful feedback. I've been waiting to hear from the rest, but I think I will just have to go on without them.

I need to find reliable people.

The story as written needs a new ending and some revisions to accommodate said ending. Hopefully it will make the scare stay with you more than it already does. It needs a lot of work and I'm aiming to get that work done today, if I can pull together the energy to get the job done.

"Get it done, my family. Hit it." I've taken to saying this to myself. Bonus points if you can figure out what show this is a compilation of lines from and whose they are.

I am exhausted. I have reached an absolute low energy level that brings me to sleep if I even blink one eye.

This thing had better be accepted, because I don't think I could take the inevitable rejection right now.

Do you think someone could be a writer if they don’t feel emotions strongly?

I think it's possible. I mean, when you get down to it, language has a sort of mathematics to it and you can certainly structure a sentence in such a way that used words to your advantage to get the feeling across. I don't believe you have to feel it to write it.

As far as writing it well, I think you write what you know the best. People favor what they know, they can understand it and bring the reader to a point of understanding it. If you don't experience any feeling what so ever, it's possible to get a reader to a point, but maybe not push them beyond that.

Personally, I don't believe I experience emotions as strongly as some and my writing isn't award winning, but I have been told by teachers, readers, family, and friends that my style of writing is noteworthy and compelling in its own way. If you want something to compare this to, I know someone who is constantly living in their emotions and constantly writing about relationships of all kinds. I can barely understand half of what they give me to read because it feels jumbled. I absolutely love the language used, but I can't process the story. At all.
mhtucker: (Q&A)



You know, I think I did a Saturday question yesterday instead of a Friday one. Not that it makes much difference, because other things happened.

In the Shaodws is now in the test reading stage!

I've gone through two editing phases and the new draft is now off to the test readers who are graciously giving their time to read my first attempt at horror.

Yeah. Horror.

Who'd'a thunk.

My only worry with this submission is that damned word count.

I hate word count limits.

Yes, I understand that certain publications don't just want to limit your words, but they need to limit those words and I don't mind complying. It's not the rule that I object to, it's that I'm a wordy son of a bitch and I want things written out for people. I have never been someone who could tell a story...

..in tweets.

Never mind.

Question of the day!

Did you ever consider writing under a pseudonym?

I have so many pseudonyms that listing them all on my manuscripts takes up the entire first page.

Why do I put them all on my manuscripts? Because most of the time I don't know what name I'm going to use for a project, so I throw them all down until I decide which author the story suits the most.

Apparently, M H Tucker is the author of short stories.

I have written under two names for fanfiction, one that everyone knew and one that very few will know me as.

Yes, I prefer to stay anonymous and it's not because I don't want people to know who I am or that I want to keep people from tracing a publication back to me. I'm not afraid of a reader discovering that I'm a member of the LGBT community and tracking me down to slaughter me like a farm animal. I'm not afraid of hate mail or vandalism from whatever groups out there want to pound minorities into the dust.

I just don't care about the fame.

I don't want to be on the evening news. I don't want to sit around in bookstores and sign things, though I will happily send you an autographed book, if you know who to ask. Mostly though, I don't want people to like me because I've done something that becomes popular. I love my friends for who they are, not because they are scientists or librarians or actors. I've been around people who swoon over the famous and I don't tolerate it well, so staying out of the public eye basically keeps me from slapping you upside the head.

You're welcome.
mhtucker: (Q&A)



I began my love for mysteries as a young child of the 80's, watching Murder, She Wrote every Sunday night before bed. I watched it for the acting, for the writing, for the guest stars that would later become actors I knew or loved, or knew and loved. Yes, even at a young age I was taught about acting and all the other work that went on to make these shows possible.

This tradition that went on for years is what killed my ability to watch anything else the way other people do. Somehow I have developed the annoying ability to predict entire show plots and occasionally entire season arcs just by watching part of a show or an episode or two of a season.

Everything these days is just too damned obvious. Someone gets a necklace as a gift in a show and I know immediately that it's bugged.

Come on, people. They showed that same damned necklace over and over ten times in one episode.

Take the fucking hint!

Still, things that no one else figures out I tend to put together. Plot twist? I guessed it episodes ago. Plot twist on top of a plot twist? You can almost be guaranteed that I said "don't believe it" to myself when the first plot twist happened.

And the number of times that I have said "Is that a bad actor, or are they just playing one?" probably can't be counted in my household. It gets a laugh, but then when the character in question has been caught in the lie they had been telling the entire episode, my statement's meaning is realized and justified.

Yet I still enjoy watching my favorite folks on television. I still tune in to all the shows with anticipation and watch eagerly, without complaint.

I can put the blame for that on Murder, She Wrote too. Because if that show taught me anything, it's that quality work can be enjoyed even if you know what's coming.

Movie or book

Book.

And here's how I come to that decision after all that talk about loving quality film work.

I really don't like going to the movies. Whatever I go to see has to be a story that is incredibly important to me or someone I know has to have been involved in the creation of said movie in some way. If the movie doesn't meet those criteria and I go to see it, I generally come out of it feeling as if I have spent all my time staring into nothingness, processing nothing of plot or work quality.

However, if you give me a book I have never read before, I can generally find a way to enjoy it, or at least remember what happens in it without too much argument or stress. It may take me longer to want to finish some books than others, but I do finish them all.

I don't walk out on a movie, but I can sure tune it out if it doesn't catch my fancy.

So books.
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Last night was a night of not being able to breathe. You really don't get any sleep when that happens. In six hours I managed to sleep just long enough to dream that I was living in a house where I was supposed to take care of someone's kids, but I couldn't do it. I don't mean that I was having a hard time, I mean the kids weren't anywhere. Then I realized I was supposed to get them from someplace, only I couldn't get out of the house.

I'm sure there is some inner responsibility demon that is trying to send me a message.

Or maybe I should stop thinking about kids.

This weekend is a long one for me. I don't celebrate Easter, but my workplace is closed for Good Friday, so I plan on spending three days writing and reading and just doing whatever I want whenever I want.

I'm not in my own home doing it, so I miss my pets like crazy.

Speaking of pets, well done to the Police in Australia who FOUND the homeless man's pet rat that had been stolen from him! Not many places would go out of their way like that for a tiny human.

Yes. I mean the rat.

Why did you choose the setting that you are using for your book or fanfiction?

Keep in mind that I have six novels in the works, four children's books, three short stories, and five ongoing fanfiction series. The answers below could deal with anything I am currently writing.

I'll actually talk about In the Shadows for this one. I don't know that I had a specific location in mind, other than it needed to be a small town with a lot of woods around it. It is a story I started writing way back in the day when I was dating someone. I had an idea for a movie and we were trying to get it onto paper. It never went anywhere because they kind of dropped the thing, left me hanging with it and I just didn't want to bother.

It is turning out that the story is going to take place somewhere in the northeastern part of America, I think. I never really out and say it and I didn't really decide on that, it just has that feel. I don't know why.

For the fanfictions, most of them take place where the show takes place. The crossover that is waiting to be posted took place where it did because the characters are going on a journey, so I had their first stop be someplace where there were scary looking magical creatures, just to up the excitement a little bit. It will also allow for more crossovers to take place later.

Nostalgia.

Apr. 17th, 2019 12:48 pm
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canthesee2.jpgWhoever invented plastic eggs should be shot. Better yet, let's force the inventor to stuff them full of crap and then hide them so they can experience the eggs opening every time you put them down and spend 30 minutes bent over like a field worker handpicking strawberries, making the task that should take 10 minutes last for at least 25. You want an egg to crack open and reveal a surprise? Great. Make it do that with a little more effort than simply looking at the goddamned thing.

I'm not for cruelty to chickens, but real eggs are my style. They don't use up the planet's resources or take up space in the dump and you can spend a lot of quality time making them look nice.

You get less sugar and unnecessary crap with them too.

Real eggs should be the thing.

Down with plastics.

How long have you been writing?

I'm certain I've answered this before somewhere... I wrote my first fiction of any sort around 2nd grade. That was the year I really got deep into writing stories. I did it constantly.

My first fanfiction came sometime in high school, around my sophomore year. Maybe a year earlier, as a freshman.

That was around the same time that moos and mushes were extremely popular too. And IRC and web chatrooms. I have such fond memories of staying up late at night, into the early morning writing stories, or acting any number of things out on moos or chatrooms. Seriously good times.

If you don't know what a moo is, I can try and explain. Most people understand the idea of role play and most people know what a chat room is. Moos and Mushes were programs that were basically role play chatrooms. It was all text. So imagine playing World of Warcraft in text only, reading a room description and typing the exit you wanted to use to get to the next room, typing out everything you were doing, then waiting for others to respond to you. Absolutely no visuals, just text. That was the way to go. I was a member of a Pern moo, a Star Trek one... So many I don't even remember. IRC (Internet Relay Chat) was similar, in that it was all text only, but it wasn't as fancy, at least not any that I used.

And you could run a moo from dos. Beautiful, simple dos.
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There is something very sad about seeing a building with such grand history, something that is so iconic, find it's last moments in tragic accident or purposeful betrayal. Notre Dame Cathedral had survived so much. I have no care one way or the other about the religion or the country and I don't know the people, but I feel the loss of something with that importance and I understand the grief that others can feel as well.

I have been watching pictures flood social media, people saying the photo was an hour before the fire, minutes before the fire, a day before the fire. An event like this makes everything run backwards, become measured in negative time.

I was in New York City days before the World Trade Center fell. The buildings meant nothing to me at the time, but I was on a bus tour with a friend of mine and as we went under one of the silver walkways, I took video of our reflections because I thought it looked cool. Walkways that now live their lives in the past.

What is the best part of your day?

I think it depends on my mood. Some days the best part of my day happens when I am writing. Other days all I want to do is spend time with my animals and that is the best part of the day. Occasionally, the best thing will be a date, or a conversation over twitter with friends.

I guess the general rule is that the best thing isn't happening at work, it's having me time.
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With the novel on hold so that I can meet the deadlines for the three short stories that have jumped into my life, I've basically abandoned Camp. It might be for good, it might be just for the next week or so.

I need to stop saying, "Why sure. I can do that. No problem."

If none of it gets accepted, I will know to blame it on my rushing things that shouldn't be rushed.

How do you come up with the titles to your books or fanfiction?

I really think the titles come up with themselves. I will be sitting and writing and all of a sudden I just know what to call something. Occasionally it will work the other way and I will suddenly have a random title come to my head and I think it would make the great title of a book. That is what happened with my series. The titles came first and were actually random, mindless doodles that I made in the dirt one day. I looked at them and thought that I could see the symbols meaning something, so I assigned a meaning to them. From there I wrote the books.

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